i'm actually so sick of life right now. it's so tedious, and boring. i don't have any friends left, and the thought of attempting to make friends with other people around me makes me want to vomit.

Samara is lying when she tells me she's coming home, because i know she won't.

Tane and me are constantly fighting. it doesn't matter how well i think things are going, he'll always manage to pick a fault and be unhappy about it. maybe it's not even worth it, i'm yet to have an epiphany.

and i'm fucking SICK of people having "RIP BODEN AND TRIF" in their names. it's not a fucking trend. someone has just died, you sick fuck, and if you're trying to use this as your own plea for attention then you are obviously incredibly sad. i mean that in the most non-literal way possible. no, "RIP BODEN AND TRIF" is not a sign of respect. it's a fucking msn name. go plant a tree if you want to respect them.

also, why does everyone have to go on about suicide? shut the fuck up, fuckheads. you will probably never understand it, so don't act like you do.

just randomly, megan and i watched tane busk for 45 minutes the other day, and it was amazing watching all the skanky chicks in volcom shirts making eyes at him, and he went all shy and pretended he couldn't see them. Ahahahahhaha.

sooky lala. ahahaha i love megan.

i miss john jarrat.